Have you ever lost someone? But not physically lose them, like mentally lose them. And I'm not talking just going from one best friend to another every week (like us, girls, do) I'm talking the one person you can actually connect with, who you still hangout with every day, but is completely changed into a different person. Because, if you have, I need to know how to handle it.
This person is someone that I love with everything that I have, but I'm sad all the time and they don't see that part of me, or if they do, it doesn't seem like it matters much to them. There comes a point where you can only say so much and forgive so much before you actually start believing that actions speak louder than words. I want to believe everything that comes out of their mouth but how can I do that when its literally same sh*t different day.
